alien
coming to terms with the fact that I am 1000% neurodivergent and I don't really have any means to doubt it
a lot of the times with strangers it feels like I'm some entity studying people and how they interact just to fit in 💠I really try to understand social cues but a lot of the time it’s just so draining trying to fit in especially in online spaces (shockingly)
people perceiving me incorrectly deeply upsets me especially if they interpret my actions negatively when they aren’t at all. It's so hard being a person bro especially with anxiety on top of that which. No one takes seriously lol